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WHAT AM I DOING?

Thu Jul 2, 2009, 9:53 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Drinking: Pink Lemonade
Today, I think I finally realized that school is over. It's like...woah. I'm done. I realized that I can decide now what I want to do with my life. It isn't my mom's choice, and she can't make me go to college. It's all me.

But I found myself...feeling lost? I guess. I can't really describe. It's so surreal. It's like when I was in school I had a plan, not a clear plan, but a plan; And now it's like that plan I had is gone. I don't know what to do with myself.

My mind tells me that I have a responsibility to continue with my education and get a job and live this life, but...Is that what I want?

I'm scared because I'm not sure.

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*janey-jane Nov 14, 2009, 10:26:23 AM
thanks very much for the fave :love:

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~ManaSpooky Nov 5, 2009, 10:05:14 AM
Thanks for the fav =)

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Mood: Llama ~AirJar Aug 20, 2009, 4:03:49 PM
Hello:wave:
Thank you so much for the fav!
You've a pretty gallery:love:
Have a nice day!
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*Willow-San Aug 20, 2009, 1:31:12 AM
Thank you for the fav :heart: *0*

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~XxStars-CollidexX Aug 17, 2009, 8:56:04 AM
thanx for the add jessiiccaaaaa

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~xRemnantx Jul 28, 2009, 1:12:41 PM
Add new stuff Jess!!!
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~kerplunklyn Jul 28, 2009, 10:45:21 AM
thanks for the fave! ^___^
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*coNstantine2530 Jul 25, 2009, 10:02:53 AM
Thanks a lot for the watch! :D

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~kaloly Jul 24, 2009, 11:12:59 PM
Thanks for the fav :w00t:

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~x-Deus-Ex-Machina-x Jul 2, 2009, 12:04:23 PM
Thanks for the fave!

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